Past the top of the hill, upriver,
for some reason I’m called to notice more
the ground beneath my feet.
Grasses:
ones that look like
little stalks of dwarf wheat,
still green.
Others, same height, looking more like
tiny, flat trees with double seed-leaves springing
opposite each other,
like they’ve been flattened in a book.
Then ones like tiny umbrellas with their
fabric ripped off in the wind,
the frame still standing.
And the seeded leftovers of the
so-called cape-weed, ready for
harvest by galahs and cockatoos.
Many plants part of the one plant,
life-filled and blooming.
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Dancing Not Dancing
Today I go further upriver
on the incoming tide,
with the wind.
I walk past the native verge plants
and mansions,
and river.
I walk up the hill under the power line,
and even before I reach the top
I’m thinking of
the dancing of those men
who stopped
in 1879.
What started then?
And suddenly I feel the line that carried the dancing.
and the line that carried something beyond.
I feel the lines meeting in me.
The same or similar.
Differently.
Dolphin Knowledge
I spend the morning in an online meeting
where for much of the time people exchange opinions
and I can’t help feeling
that reality hovers slightly farther
afield.
Perceiving reality must surely be
the goal.
Something of the living force of this thought
fills me this Tuesday afternoon,
and carries me upriver.
I see the peppermints in flower.
The coastal daisy-bush.
The tea trees.
The line in the river
designating the different
flowing of water,
sometimes salty clear,
sometime brackish
and slightly more fresh.
And there,
running along the edge of it,
is a pod of dolphins,
one a youngster fully jumping
clear of the water,
another, tiny,
gliding by the shoulder
of its mother.
A Kwirlam Tail
Yesterday I walked the path on the southern edge of the lake
under the Moreton Bay figs, past
where yet the Pacific black ducks,
marangana the wood ducks,
maali the swan and cygnets,
kidjibroon the coot,
and maybe a few others,
like ngoonan the grey teal,
have been overdosing on falling figs
that land in the water with a plop.
From there I stayed under the figs,
eventually cutting my own path
through where they sprayed ‘slasher’—
an organic weed burner a few weeks back—
closer to the fenceline by the water’s edge,
towards the jetty.
At one point, not far from the jetty, under the final fig
to the west, I felt something following me,
and turned to find kwirlam the purple swamp hen
on my tail. I wouldn’t say chasing, necessarily, for when
I stopped and turned around he also stopped
and looked at me. Then when
I walked, he too began to walk, drawing slightly closer.
This happened a couple of times.
At first I wasn’t sure if he was looking for things
in my upturned footprints,
or if he thought I might have food,
or if I’d come a bit too close to some of his young.
In any case, I’d never seen him do this to anyone
before.
Arriving at the jetty, he seemed to peel off and go about
his business.
Today, I found myself headed in a similar direction,
without thinking.
And there, standing under the trunk of the fig,
was kwirlam.
I immediately apologised, knowing that this lake is his—
one of the few birds that remains all dry summer—
and returned to the path.
Re-arriving at the jetty I looked back along the fenceline
as he walked along it also. And there, between him and another hen
were a couple of tiny chicks, all black.
Social Nature
We seem to be able to easily
accept the idea
that in an organisation
like a company
a board of directors or similar
sets the culture of the whole—
that the ‘idea‘ they hold guides
all the parts—guides the rest.
Yet in nature we seem to want to get to ever-smaller
increments as means by which we seek
to understand what really drives the whole—
cells, molecules, microbes, atoms, nuclei.
This, in a company, would be akin
to finding the smallest item on a balance sheet—
finding the smallest asset
such as a paperclip
and saying that this is what really determines
the behaviour of the company
as a whole.
It is the idea that guides the company—
that guides any social organisation.
Likewise, it is the idea that guides
the natural organisation.
It is the idea that guides the meta story,
the story, the poem,
not the words and letters.
That the whole is more than the sum of the parts
is true enough, but it is the ‘whole’ that
determines the direction of the organism
through coming into being in each of the parts.
And so we come to the whole—
to the idea—
via the parts.
The idea in the words and letters,
in the animal organism,
in the landscape organism,
in the social organism,
in the human organism.
Why stand on our heads
when we can walk on our feet?
Monday Kambarang
Birthing into the season of birthing,
mornings starting to warm,
many things already birthed,
like wildflowers and baby birds,
some flowers already withering.
There’s smoke in the air—
a couple of weeks ago I spoke
with someone from the relevant authority
who said they’d be burning non-stop for weeks,
‘so if you don’t like smoke
get out of the city!’
It hangs now, under the lower
alto blanket of clouds,
the sea breeze not yet in.
At the lake, kidjibroon to coot
fights with kwirlam the swamphen—
reminds me that wardong the crow
chased boodalung the pelican
above the river by
east fremantle last night
as the tide came in.
Nyimarak the shelducks have one duckling
who’s survived—it follows closely
in line behind the mother,
the father is last.
One maali swan has four cygnets
growing each day,
swimming for the ‘plop’ sound
that falling Moreton Bay figs make.
I walk past where we saw a fresh-born swamphen
on Saturday. I don’t see it today.
At the gazebo I hear a coot going under
and turn to see yerrigan the turtle
half way between the surface
and the bottom, swimming away.
It’s the most I’ve seen of one so far this season.
The welcome swallows are feeding their young
in the nest at the top of the underside of the gazebo,
their droppings a dead giveaway.
They flit in and out, like thoughts, pausing
here and there on signs or wooden ledges.
How could one not feel connected to such things?
In the water a coot couple with nest
continue their mating ritual.
It is over in a brief flapping of wings
and preening.
There is such wisdom to all this animal life,
I see, as a swan flaps low over the water
to the north, pulling up short of another,
before they paddle side by side.
Wimbin the pink ears stay by their box.
So much wisdom—a guiding genius
smarter than us, leading with hands unseen.
Carnage of Crows
On the north-west corner of the lake
there’s a sudden loud
squawking of crows.
More and more come to the scene.
It grows very loud.
It moves like a black cloud
circling a tuart tree
then back around.
I watch and try to see if I can see
a raptor they’re chasing,
but can’t make one out.
More wardong arrive—
maybe a hundred by now,
and it’s getting very loud.
I think of someone’s T-shirt on a flight
back from Bali—
it had a picture of two crows sitting
on a branch with the caption
‘Attempted murder’.
Well, this is full blown carnage.
I keep watching, and eventually
see a larger brown raptor
cruising slowly along
beneath the maelstrom.
Maybe a swamp harrier.
He looks relatively un-fussed.
Eventually it all dies down
and the crows return
to their respective parts of the lake
and beyond.
How Ya Bee-n?
I don’t recall ever having seen a bee hive
in swarm before.
But in the last few weeks I have seen three.
The first on the north side of Galbamaanup
Lake Claremont with Katie and Sol
talking about all things caring for Country.
The bees hung from a eucalyptus branch
in a loose form of their own making—
of their own bodies.
The next was after leaving a Noongar Land Enterprise
strategy and website launch—how Indigenous people
are caring for Country on land they own.
The bees parted ways for us
as we slowly left the Bentley Technology Park
in our car.
The last time was last weekend, when Katie,
Shenali and I walked the usual stretch of lake,
talking our usual Saturday morning talk
of that place,
and right where the paths diverge
on the north western edge by the watery paperbarks
another swarm began to fill the air,
flying towards the sun.
The sound of them.
So many wings flitting the air.
In the last few days it’s mostly in the flowers I hear them—
paperbarks and eucalypts—
not swarming—
merely going about their business—
in the light
in the sun.
Kadar Under
Kadar the male musk duck
this time by the eastern viewing area,
more fish than bird,
going under.
Further south are bardoongooba the shoveler
and two ngoonan grey teals.
They’re heading his direction.
And I remember another time
a musk duck came up under a scared
Pacific black duck
at the southern end of the lake.
I think of this
just as this musk duck
goes under again.
The other ducks keep swimming.
And then
they suddenly fly off in a panic,
as the musk comes up between them,
showing his slippery black head,
with the only other things left
a couple of feathers
from the departing shoveler
and teals.
Kadar Chase
Today I saw something I’d never seen before.
At the gazebo
in the northern part of the lake,
water levels still beyond 2.1 metres,
I watched north as a bid came
flapping awkwardly along the water’s surface.
It was too big for a coot.
Too small for a swan.
It seemed to be stuck
half way in the water,
and so kind of flapped from side to side,
trying to free itself from it,
like a statue emerging from stone.
The one chasing it was doing the same.
Eventually the form came into expression,
with flap under bill.
Kadar the musk duck.
Right at that moment it stopped,
about 10 metres from me,
and dived under.
The chaser stayed on the surface,
also a male,
and paddled slowly past me towards the southern bank.
The first one popped up a few moments later
back towards the centre of the lake.
But he really only put his eyes and bill
above the water,
then went back down again.
The other one didn’t notice,
and disappeared again into the
bushes on the shoreline.